Either way you will be ok.
I have learnt when we hold onto things that don't belong to us we only end up hurting ourselves. When we let go and I mean truly let go we find freedom. When things come you should allow them to come.
One of my favourite #rumiis the Guest House.
"This being human is a guest house
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
Everything that happens to us happens for a reason beyond what we can see but part of a bigger picture. Each day feel grateful for being here having this earth human experience, it's all just very temporary, we are eternal, infinite, timeless, live in each day and treasure it. #queenofmylifelondon #lettinggo