Self Love Bootcamp
DAY 26: Goals
After the breakup, I painted an eye on this daruma doll and wished to find someone to love me. I left it vague. I didn't know if that person would end up being my parents, my friends, another partner, him wanting me back, or myself, but I knew I wanted to find love. I have found enormous support from my friends and sisters from school and my family, and have been making strides towards loving myself above all else, but I still do not feel comfortable filling in that other eye.
My last daruma doll was one my mom gave me, and my goal/wish was that I would find something to do over the summer. I wanted to do an REU or get an awesome job, and I ended up working at the international university on my college campus. I worked with 120 students from Japan & China, planning events and acting as an RA.
Hopefully I will be able to fill in that other eye on my new daruma soon. I don't know who will be the person to love me again and make me feel whole (here's to hoping I can get to a place where that person is myself), but this little doll reminds me that I WILL find that person. No matter how long it takes, he will earn his other eye.
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