ARE YOU LISTENING TO YOUR INNER VICTIM?
Or are you silencing her.
Pushing her down.
Feeding her fears, her insecurities, by ignoring her.
Because someone told you it's not spiritual to be a victim. You don't operate at that frequency anymore. You thought you were past all that. You don't want to be part of that consciousness.
Yet pushing her away is perpetuating it.
Pretending you're happy, wearing a mask, pretending you're OK.
Is NOT ok.
You've been let down, rejected, abandoned.
Forced to change.
By those whose love is meant to be unconditional.
OF COURSE you're not ok.
You've accepted it.
It is what it is.
It's just their way.
It's not their fault.
But it fucking hurts.
It did then.
And the rawness is still real now.
Because you never allowed yourself to feel it.
It's okay to not be okay.
And by being okay with not being okay, you allow those unspent emotions to come up.
To emerge from the shadow.
Cracking those wounds wide open.
Decades of torture, suffering, turmoil.
And by hearing her, listening to her, FEELING her...
The tears flow...
A tsunami of grief washing over you.
And now she is here, present with you in this moment, you allow her to heal and lovingly set her free.
Love Michelle <3
PS - Uncaged: The Rise of the Badass is being released in September !!! Grab the first chapter for free (link in bio)